"Have you gone into the ladies' locker room? No? You should - it's nice."  - Ken

whoops. i'm completely mental.  i meant to write that i do do do love her for her fashion. dammit. two letters really makes a difference. oh and the only reason i didn't care about the nfl players is not because that is completely uninteresting to me but sadly, it's because i was still in the daze of meeting the one celebrity person i actually have wanted to meet. that alone is sad, i know. but i'm not closet about it.  i absolutely love her.

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Theory Numero Uno (refer to below).... it works.  I definitely am more effective and efficient at work - but I won't lie... I cheated a couple times but only because I was doing the waiting game at work.  I have decided that it's better if I don't go cold-turkey with xanga because I don't want to a xanga reading disorder and go on a xanga-binge one day at work, get caught, and get fired.  Sooo... I'm going to let myself indulge every so often during the week.

I'm only writing this entry because... I loved her since she was fat and funny.. now I don't love her for her fashion (or should I really say that I love Rachel Zoe..?).... but on Saturday...

I met Nicole Richie.

... a lot sweeter than I imagined and -believe it- she's tiny.  People think that I'm small... I have never felt so obese in my life. 

... oh and Ken saw some NFL player - not sure of his name nor what team he plays for but he passed us on the street and Ken goes "Do you know who just passed us?" and I was like... "uhh.. two black men?"

Theory Numero Uno

there is a fairly substantial possibility that xanga is just not good for me.  it has a habit. going onto it. checking my subscriptions. leaving comments. writing my own entries.  it is a bad habit. not only does it kill my productivity at work but it has become a bad and unhealthy habit for me.  there are certain peoples' xangas i have grown addicted to - mostly because they are really entertaining and witty ....or they have attractive people in their pictures..... ......  if they don't update frequently enough or their entries lack that "oomph" that normally is present in their entries... i get pretty sad. that - ladies and gentlemen - in and of itself... is sad.

with this "make-over" i plan on doing to my life - i have decided to test this theory out.  i am going to stop for a week and see what happens.   xanga should not replace phone calls to my friends, emails to my friends, meeting up to look at actual pictures (although.. hello, it's 2005. not 1995 - people rarely have paper pictures but whatever.. you get the point)  -- xanga has become the regular-people-us-weekly to me and if you all know me, that is not good at all. It is a habit that has taken on a life of its own and consequently, taken complete control of me.. sooooo

 adieu. so long.

oh and all of you who have trackers on their xangas... disregard it if you see a "dstyle" or some unknown source in IL checking your entry.  that would be my one moment of weakness.